Friday, February 25, 2011

I'm back after 6 years of silence....

And so again here I am writing about everything and anything….. I don’t have any idea what it is that I wanna write about but I know that I gotta write right now…..

I am just thinking about the manifestation of my desires… earlier I meditated and something unusual happened…. My body began swaying to some sort of music…. It feels like I’m exercising and it made me breathless and I kept on gasping for air…. It made me feel good because I can feel my veins stretching and after a while I feel numb all over especially in my throat…. I somewhat felt afraid too because I’m worrying that if I continue I’ll lose control and I’ll plunge into the unknown…. And what if I lose consciousness??? I’ve locked the room and if anything happens to me it would be a long while before anybody could see me….. And so I stopped but I again attempted because it really felt good and I’ve done it again… my body swaying back and forth….. Hopefully I’ll experience it again next time I meditate…..

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