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after more than a month of being silent finally here i am back still alive and blogging...

for a month of course tons of things had happened.. the first blow is my father in-law died... after 4 years of under going hemodialysis because of his end stage renal failure he finally rested... he had a severe infection in his lungs and was the cause of his death. I was really saddened by his death because he was indeed like a father to me and i deeply cared for him.... we have our share of endless talks... but i know i should also be thankful for he finally rested and i pray that he finally found a lasting peace wherever he may be.

That poses a big question now..where do we go after death? well as a person born and raised as a catholic i do believe in life after death... seeing my father in-law's last breath had somehow console me in my fear of dying... he had a very peaceful death... he had drawn his last breath after our rosary prayer... well it was really painful... but i really have to be strong for my husband because i know it would be doubly painful for him. I believe that my father in-law is ready in facing death for he had been ill for four years and he is a very religious person.... what really frightens me about death is the thought of purgatory.. i had read somewhere that the suffering and pain in purgatory is incomparable to any pain and suffering we had gone trough in this life.... huhuhuhuuh... i just can't imagine how painful that is... sinful as i am... :( and that we should really pray for the souls in purgatory for our prayers would be of big help for this suffering souls.

Well another news is we already had closed down our computer rental business... it's not doing good so we have no other choice but to shut it down... and so we are broke. huhuhuhuuh....

And of course classes had ended... but still here i am reporting to school everyday because i have to finish the grades of my students and the reports... after this i am free as a bird... well indeed like a bird because i don't have anything to spend for vacation. hehehhehe.